People who find out that they are HIV positive often deal with the news by denying that it is true. You may believe that the HIV test came out wrong or that there was a mix-up of test results. This is a natural and normal first reaction.
At first, this denial may even be helpful, because it can give you time to get used to the idea of infection. However, if not dealt with, denial can be dangerous -- you may fail to take certain precautions or reach out for the necessary help and medical support.
It is important that you talk out your feelings with your VA health care provider or someone you trust. It is important to do this so that you can begin to receive the care and support you need.